Sunday, January 17, 2010

Lo Po...I'm sorry....

Since 2009 august....we love each other so much...i can tell u i seriously love u....Lo po...lo gong really have a big big presure...just hope u can give lo gong sometime...lo gong will sure take care of u forever...

lo po i hide n cry juz now when i read your blog...lo gong dun hope to be a rich man...but atleast can have money buy a house a car n the most important is have money can marry u....i swear no matter what happen ur lo gong will always beside u...lo po...dun worry bout my family...there all ok d...n ur daughter also will be my child...

I know except u i cant find a gf like u...beautifull...cute...n the most things that can let me cry is no matter how i be...no matter how poor m i....u also will beside me...thanks my darling lo po....

the last things i want to say is....is just time...u know y???its juz time to let me earn money to marry you...can u wait me???i know u dun hope to get marry so early...i will put my target to marry in my 30years old...n u will be 26years old in that time...no matter what at least will have 100k in that time...now lo gong presure is no much d...

lo po i have u i already enough...I LOVE YOU

Friday, January 1, 2010

hapy nw year!!! hope my dear all the best in 2010..


老公。。新的一年又到了。。你又老了!!哈哈。。


24岁咯。。要更勤劳做工咯。。要更努力找钱咯。。婆会一直支持你的。。


不知不觉我们在一起都五个月了。。时间过得真快。。


虽然这五个月来我们又吵架又分手的但是最后我们还是复合因为我们都深爱着对方。。


老公。。还记得上一次是为了什么而吵架吗??


就是因为我和朋友去quattro有顾客在你不喜欢不开心。。然后骂我骂到很厉害。。


我真的不明白为什么你那么不开心??是不是我给不到你要的信心?


坦白告诉你其实我很羡慕joanne。。其实她真的跟我很像。。不是样子而是性格和过去。。


有时我会问自己为什么她可以那么幸福自由自在的??可能你对我没有信心吧!!


公。。相信我!!我不会因为钱而不要你。。就算你没有钱我也不会离开你的!!


我爱你是你不是你的东西和钱!!!明白吗??


对我放心点我会更爱你的。。嘻嘻~!!


老公。。婆爱你。。永远爱你!!!muacks。。
take this pic on the bed n im wearing.... haha.. sexy.. lo gong.. po love u!! muack...


muacks.. always love n miss u.. thanks god!!!

wahahahaha!!!! stupid dear!!! c my dear stupid smile face.. doing kose mask!!! haha.. ugly man..


my darling lo gong r too tired.. slp lik pigggg.. angry summore!! cz u always slp din care bout me!!!




Friday, December 11, 2009

soli... im vry hurt...

soli.. i cant b ur fren anymore.. im hurt!!

i duno y u realy can ask me to b ur sis.. i cant do it.. soli..

i think i can giv up u de.. i juz nid some time...

take care my forever!! no matter i wil always rmb u n miss u..

bt i realy cant b fren wif u anymore.. v r over..

i dun hope to get hurt n cry again.. soli...

all bout ur things i wil keep properly.. dun wory.. i wont throw again..



many things u realy duno.. whn u gav me bk ur wallet tht time my heart is broken..

very painful.. duno y i stil can rmb all v hapy memory.. u r a good couple..

bt im nt.. im always hurt u n hurt u!! im fault soli..

i promise i wont feng tao again.. dun wory..

i realy noe u can de.. u must can make a good future 4 u de..

add oil.. gambateh... i wil always suport in my heart..

pls promise me dun find me bk.. i noe im hurt u too deep so if u chase me bk u oso wont hapy de..

juz go find another la.. cz im nt good oso rite??

pls take care thts all.. bye...

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Never regret that with u before....i' serious

29/11/2009...Sundasy...
Cant believe that this is only the 3rd time that i write a blog...I think except i will never ever write blog anymore...N cant believe tha this is the blog story ending....its a sad ending...

Hope to call u last time LO PO....lo po...i really really difficult that u treat me like that...maybe i was wrong...i never think of ur feeling....maybe u juz cant be the Mickey that i know before...when the starting mickey....its all my fault coz i never "zhen xi"how u treat me in the firstly we dating...N the most big problem is...i have no money...i'm useless...its my fault...i'm sorry...

Maybe when the time u read this u already forget me....but i really wont forget...i learn so much when i'm with u....i know much to be a good boyfriend...i swear maybe 1 or 2years when i can let u no need to work this anymore i will come n find u back...but i also wont angry when that time u have boyfriend...

In the last things is...i hope u can promise me that last 3things....please remenbr...


1st...hope u wont do anything serious things with another guys if u still hope i b ur bf in the future time...but this i cant tahan 1....but really 1day u have boyfriend sure u can lo...rite??

2nd....hope u will call me when u feel sad,tired,hope to talk to someone,or i can fetch u go home or fetch u go work if king not really free....

3rd....hope u can tell me honestly when u already love someone or u already have boyfriend...coz like that i'll be more comfortable....

This only the 3things hope u can promise me...the picture or anything if u wanna keep i also nvm 1....but i also can promise u if i have a new gf i also will let u know...but i think i dun hope d coz what i wanna do in this 2years is SUCCESS...i wont forget u coz not u i will never feel someone still support me all the time...i hope that u will be happy all the time....after this day....maybe 1 week u n i will be fine...n continue our life....i will change to work at morning...i need to keep my body back...do u can call me anytime if u wan....

How bout my family???i already thing....i will tell my family that i have been wrong...then u dun1 me...thats all...coz luckyly 1 day we still can together i can tell my mom u forgive me d...hehehe...cheat leh....

What i can say now is....THANKS ALOT to you...u really support me....help me....care me....in that time v together...if not u i think i will die d....i wont forget it...i also will never let u dissapointed in the future time...THANK YOU...u r the best women that i meet before...y v break up is just a small things...all also my problem...the problem will solve....we will can be together again when u no need work the job d....thats y i say is my problem...i never bluff you...when the starting i chase u till now....I REALLY LOVE YOU...hope that u will promise me the 3things n dont make me worry n dont make me dissapointed...i will find u back 1day...if u r still loving me...i will marry u 1day if u still love me much...i wont throw any ur things...face book...blog or anything...hope u can read my blog when sometime u free or boring...n hope u will still answer my call no matter what happen....

Thanks alot....I live you...mickey tan geek kimm...i will find u when atleast i got a new 222....bye bye

Friday, November 27, 2009

Dear...its too hurt...

27/11/2009....A hurt day again....

Its a really hurt day....u treat me more bad today...its too bad...u still remenber u promise u wont treat me bad again???dear u say u not hungry...but did u will think ur lo gong is hungry???y u can treat me till even i sad,,,worry,,,,down u also can msg me I PLAYING MAJONG LA...Y?my lo po...i comfirm that u never treat me when v juz start together...
Actually i already change that what u wan....y u cant juz treat me good abit??no guys cab tahan his gf everyday not same guy to her house...no bf can tahan n keep tahan his gf can talk the phone everyday wif guy...no bf can always sad n still scare u angry him...lo po...i already cahnge so much la....y u dun 1 { zhen xi } me??
Did u still remenber after i ta bao something to u eat n u 1 me kiss u???when after i kiss u n i tell u "please treat me good abit"....n u remenber wat u say???U say OK...but not enough 30minuts u can totally change,,,u know y???coz u can play majong d...u promise me will call me when the guys reach???did u have???i take so long only can reach t2 did u will scare i have any accident??
Dear...i really really never do anything wrong to u....n y u must juz continue treat me like that???u really change d u know my dear...i scare u till dun dare to wake u up u know...i juz sit bside the bed n wait u wake up...even i write a blog u also can say u no time to read...did u throw all the things that ur bf give u before???did u care of my feeling??i juz like a maid in ur mind....
Dear i really love u...did u know it???everyday i also feel like to cry when u treat me like stupid...like not ur bf...u know???when i msg u "y u nvr reply my msg 1"u know wat u reply me???I PLAYING MAJONG LA...lo po please remenber 1thing....I"M UR LO GONG AR>....
Nvm la dear...i tokd myself d....i will never ever disturb u anymore...
1) I'll nvr care who msg u,wat u msg him,who come ur house
2)I wont control u anything inclube all...disco,,,club....drunk....
3)wat ever y want go my house or dun want also can...eat also...
4)even my off day u also can go out...i'll juz wait u at home or fetch u home...if u wan...
5)i wont check ur hp d...i scare i will cry...
6)i wont waje u up...

The last things is....I just hope u will still remenber i SAM YOONG CHEAN KHAN is MICKEY TAN GEK KIMM's husband...Thats all.....i love u

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

No mater what....will love u in my mind....

25/11/2009....Its a raining day....My lovely dear,did u know how is ur lo gong feeling???ur lo gong is feel very down today...i'm not scolding u...just hope u can understand my feeling...



Lo po...lo gong wont happy n feel very down today...coz u hurt lo gong so much...lo gong already change so much right...but u look like more dont love me like before...izit lo gongg still got anything doing wrong to u??u muz tell lo gong k....



1st in the morning...around 10am something...lo po u say u miss me love me...n then lo gong "fly"to come back n call u wanna eat or nor...u say u wan...then i straigh ta bao n come to ur house...coz i most hope is just eat with my darling lo po....but~once i coming to ur room i tot u will very happy n eat with me , but u not....u straigh to SCOLD me R U CRAZY when i'm singing to u...lo po lo po~~~~....i suddenly get "stun" at that time...i ask myself izit u really hope to c me like hat u said in the phone with me...lo po...its realy hurt...n i dun dare to take the balnket from u...i scare u angry me again...but dun worry now...ur lo gong never get old today...lucky~~but i also can sleep so tight today coz even u never lam me sleep...u know y???coz the tower have ur smelll.....hehehe...but u noe i'm feel hurt u also never come n make me happy back...:-{



2nd....around 9.30pm in the nite...when i ask u what u wanna eat...u straigh say go ta bao mcdonald...u juz eat in the car n u never care where i going to eat,,,but i never angry u...REALL..never angry...coz i know u rush hour rite??so i eat alone in outside passion n never let u know...if u dun belif u can ask the jocky....he saw me eat in the car alone...



3rd....actually i'm very happy when i can c u again...n very happy too u say i love u to me n say sorry to me...i'm really happy at the time u noe???lo po....ur lo gong is just a simple man...u c la...like that i already happy...



4th....around 3am something...v eat at ur house...u juz continue n continue playing sms with guy...all is guys...lo po...in ur mind izit no need to care my feeling anymore??u promise me before u say will try ur best n push the customer n try ur best dun play sms with ur customer infront on me??did u still remenber??then all the words u say also hurt me in that time...did u have try n feel ur lo gong feeling??y i never feel that u love me like before d???lo po try to feel my situation at that time when u hear something u dun like n when u c ur love 1 is sms with another guys???how u feel???i'm not mean not trust u...juz feel unhappy only...i still remember when v start together....i still remenber when first time i let u go out with winson...when winson is reach...u fast fast come n kiss me first...u still remenber??n no matter u talking or sms with winson u also can let me hear n let me c the msg....n the most important is u will care me...lam lam me....kiss me....when everytime u do something that i dun like...but now u just feel like normal when talking or msg or anything infront of me...lo po...pls~~~i already change myself...n i already promise u everything...pls take care of my feeling pls~~~



Last....lo po...what i say is really in my hurt...what i wanna wait is juz after 2years...what i want now is just can hardworking to earn money....lo po...i just a simple lo gong...i dun care how before on u...even everything...i can do all the things u like...i can buy all the thing u like if i can...i can throw all the things that u dun like...i can do anything....but...lo po....what i want is juz hope u take more care on me....n dun hurt me....like today...lo po...i know sometime u really dunnoe what u wrong...but i think after u read what i write u'll know it...i never treat a girl like u before...lo po...i'm sorry...sorry that everything i do wrong to u before....but i really change...i really change..i cant without u anymore...v really can happy in the future...i really need ur support in all the time...



i'm sorry my lovely DEAR...i'm sorry my lovely LO PO....i'm sorry my SWEETHEART....I'm sorry to make u angry today....but try to think of me k lo po.....your lo gong is really hurt today...thanks alot my lo po....I LOVE FOREVER....long time never hear u call me lo gong chai d....thanks alot to u.....i wont leave u alone anymore....