No mater what....will love u in my mind....

25/11/2009....Its a raining day....My lovely dear,did u know how is ur lo gong feeling???ur lo gong is feel very down today...i'm not scolding u...just hope u can understand my feeling...



Lo po...lo gong wont happy n feel very down today...coz u hurt lo gong so much...lo gong already change so much right...but u look like more dont love me like before...izit lo gongg still got anything doing wrong to u??u muz tell lo gong k....



1st in the morning...around 10am something...lo po u say u miss me love me...n then lo gong "fly"to come back n call u wanna eat or nor...u say u wan...then i straigh ta bao n come to ur house...coz i most hope is just eat with my darling lo po....but~once i coming to ur room i tot u will very happy n eat with me , but u not....u straigh to SCOLD me R U CRAZY when i'm singing to u...lo po lo po~~~~....i suddenly get "stun" at that time...i ask myself izit u really hope to c me like hat u said in the phone with me...lo po...its realy hurt...n i dun dare to take the balnket from u...i scare u angry me again...but dun worry now...ur lo gong never get old today...lucky~~but i also can sleep so tight today coz even u never lam me sleep...u know y???coz the tower have ur smelll.....hehehe...but u noe i'm feel hurt u also never come n make me happy back...:-{



2nd....around 9.30pm in the nite...when i ask u what u wanna eat...u straigh say go ta bao mcdonald...u juz eat in the car n u never care where i going to eat,,,but i never angry u...REALL..never angry...coz i know u rush hour rite??so i eat alone in outside passion n never let u know...if u dun belif u can ask the jocky....he saw me eat in the car alone...



3rd....actually i'm very happy when i can c u again...n very happy too u say i love u to me n say sorry to me...i'm really happy at the time u noe???lo po....ur lo gong is just a simple man...u c la...like that i already happy...



4th....around 3am something...v eat at ur house...u juz continue n continue playing sms with guy...all is guys...lo po...in ur mind izit no need to care my feeling anymore??u promise me before u say will try ur best n push the customer n try ur best dun play sms with ur customer infront on me??did u still remenber??then all the words u say also hurt me in that time...did u have try n feel ur lo gong feeling??y i never feel that u love me like before d???lo po try to feel my situation at that time when u hear something u dun like n when u c ur love 1 is sms with another guys???how u feel???i'm not mean not trust u...juz feel unhappy only...i still remember when v start together....i still remenber when first time i let u go out with winson...when winson is reach...u fast fast come n kiss me first...u still remenber??n no matter u talking or sms with winson u also can let me hear n let me c the msg....n the most important is u will care me...lam lam me....kiss me....when everytime u do something that i dun like...but now u just feel like normal when talking or msg or anything infront of me...lo po...pls~~~i already change myself...n i already promise u everything...pls take care of my feeling pls~~~



Last....lo po...what i say is really in my hurt...what i wanna wait is juz after 2years...what i want now is just can hardworking to earn money....lo po...i just a simple lo gong...i dun care how before on u...even everything...i can do all the things u like...i can buy all the thing u like if i can...i can throw all the things that u dun like...i can do anything....but...lo po....what i want is juz hope u take more care on me....n dun hurt me....like today...lo po...i know sometime u really dunnoe what u wrong...but i think after u read what i write u'll know it...i never treat a girl like u before...lo po...i'm sorry...sorry that everything i do wrong to u before....but i really change...i really change..i cant without u anymore...v really can happy in the future...i really need ur support in all the time...



i'm sorry my lovely DEAR...i'm sorry my lovely LO PO....i'm sorry my SWEETHEART....I'm sorry to make u angry today....but try to think of me k lo po.....your lo gong is really hurt today...thanks alot my lo po....I LOVE FOREVER....long time never hear u call me lo gong chai d....thanks alot to u.....i wont leave u alone anymore....