No mater what....will love u in my mind....

25/11/2009....Its a raining day....My lovely dear,did u know how is ur lo gong feeling???ur lo gong is feel very down today...i'm not scolding u...just hope u can understand my feeling...



Lo po...lo gong wont happy n feel very down today...coz u hurt lo gong so much...lo gong already change so much right...but u look like more dont love me like before...izit lo gongg still got anything doing wrong to u??u muz tell lo gong k....



1st in the morning...around 10am something...lo po u say u miss me love me...n then lo gong "fly"to come back n call u wanna eat or nor...u say u wan...then i straigh ta bao n come to ur house...coz i most hope is just eat with my darling lo po....but~once i coming to ur room i tot u will very happy n eat with me , but u not....u straigh to SCOLD me R U CRAZY when i'm singing to u...lo po lo po~~~~....i suddenly get "stun" at that time...i ask myself izit u really hope to c me like hat u said in the phone with me...lo po...its realy hurt...n i dun dare to take the balnket from u...i scare u angry me again...but dun worry now...ur lo gong never get old today...lucky~~but i also can sleep so tight today coz even u never lam me sleep...u know y???coz the tower have ur smelll.....hehehe...but u noe i'm feel hurt u also never come n make me happy back...:-{



2nd....around 9.30pm in the nite...when i ask u what u wanna eat...u straigh say go ta bao mcdonald...u juz eat in the car n u never care where i going to eat,,,but i never angry u...REALL..never angry...coz i know u rush hour rite??so i eat alone in outside passion n never let u know...if u dun belif u can ask the jocky....he saw me eat in the car alone...



3rd....actually i'm very happy when i can c u again...n very happy too u say i love u to me n say sorry to me...i'm really happy at the time u noe???lo po....ur lo gong is just a simple man...u c la...like that i already happy...



4th....around 3am something...v eat at ur house...u juz continue n continue playing sms with guy...all is guys...lo po...in ur mind izit no need to care my feeling anymore??u promise me before u say will try ur best n push the customer n try ur best dun play sms with ur customer infront on me??did u still remenber??then all the words u say also hurt me in that time...did u have try n feel ur lo gong feeling??y i never feel that u love me like before d???lo po try to feel my situation at that time when u hear something u dun like n when u c ur love 1 is sms with another guys???how u feel???i'm not mean not trust u...juz feel unhappy only...i still remember when v start together....i still remenber when first time i let u go out with winson...when winson is reach...u fast fast come n kiss me first...u still remenber??n no matter u talking or sms with winson u also can let me hear n let me c the msg....n the most important is u will care me...lam lam me....kiss me....when everytime u do something that i dun like...but now u just feel like normal when talking or msg or anything infront of me...lo po...pls~~~i already change myself...n i already promise u everything...pls take care of my feeling pls~~~



Last....lo po...what i say is really in my hurt...what i wanna wait is juz after 2years...what i want now is just can hardworking to earn money....lo po...i just a simple lo gong...i dun care how before on u...even everything...i can do all the things u like...i can buy all the thing u like if i can...i can throw all the things that u dun like...i can do anything....but...lo po....what i want is juz hope u take more care on me....n dun hurt me....like today...lo po...i know sometime u really dunnoe what u wrong...but i think after u read what i write u'll know it...i never treat a girl like u before...lo po...i'm sorry...sorry that everything i do wrong to u before....but i really change...i really change..i cant without u anymore...v really can happy in the future...i really need ur support in all the time...



i'm sorry my lovely DEAR...i'm sorry my lovely LO PO....i'm sorry my SWEETHEART....I'm sorry to make u angry today....but try to think of me k lo po.....your lo gong is really hurt today...thanks alot my lo po....I LOVE FOREVER....long time never hear u call me lo gong chai d....thanks alot to u.....i wont leave u alone anymore....

thanks u!!

dear.. i noe d.. i realy noe d..

noe sam yoong realy is my forever lo gong..

wont change.. cz i juz wan u!!

i noe im nt alone cz u r always in my mind..

n me too.. im always in your mind..

wat i oso dunwan i juz wan u..

lo gong.. i love u!!

n i trust u.. i promise i wont jealous bout jemima n yien li..

wont.. cz u r mine.. i wont let u go d..

jemima n yien li is good..

im nt good bt im the one most love u in this world!!!

micky love sam!!!

stupid lo gong..

u r make me crying again..

bt this time crying is cz im hapy tht u already understand my feeling..

gong.. thank you.. n trust me.. i love u much too..

i juz saw ur comment nw.. so hapy..

thank you my forever darling lo gong zai..

i promise.. even u no money o no car o no hair..

micky tan geek kimm oso always love u!!

didt bluff!! juz hope v can forever n ever..

n dun argue anymore..

i wanna thanks god here.. thanks god to let me know u at quotro tht saturday..

thanks yang n gui cum n take my phone num to u..

thanks passion island to let u cum find me..

thanks rain to acc me went dinner wif u at mid vallery sanfancisco..

thanks mark goh always help me to said good things infront u..

thanks many many many!!

lo gong i wanna tell u tht im realy love u n wont regret to b wif u!!

i juz hope i can be ur wife as soon n born many baby wif u..

juz hope to hear u always said ' i do '!!

muackssss!!! gong.. i trust v can foever!! this is truth!!

po love u forever!!!!!

lo gong.. po wan hug hug!!!

missing u vry much nw.. u r working nw..

yesterday im follow u wif ur family go the curve eat dinner..

after ate v r went to ikea buy some things.. im vry hapy cz v like a family shopping..

dear.. thank u vry much.. n i love u vry much.. muackssss....

to my forever sweetheart!!

lo gong.... po is missing u very much nw..

juz cum bk from ur house oni bt my brain all thinking bout de oso is u!!

i already giv up winson.. i dun wan argue wif u anymore so i dun wan cal him again..

hope u wil hapy la.. soli lo gong.. im nt a good gf im always make u upset n tired..

soli!! lo gong.. i can feel tht u realy love me.. n i wana tell u me too..

po love u much much too.. wont let u go d..

im useless.. yesterday slp wif u at ur hum tht time v chat..

chat bout u n jemima.. im loser.. cry oni.. i can feel tht u love yen li n jemima more thn me..

n they r always didt let u wory n many.. im jealous.. n jealous...

u noe u treat yen li is realy good.. jemima oso.. bt me??

haizz... i duno la.. vry down.. dear.. pls dun leave me alone again..

i dun hope to lost u again.. i love u my darling lo gong!!

muackss muackss muackss~!!

vry miss u!!

dear dear.. im vry miss u now..

i juz wake up.. dreaming of u juz now..

in the dream i saw u n jemima is vry sweet at a beach..

u 2 r loving each other.. vry sweet de!!

im very unhapy n down nw..

cz i already dream bout this 2 times..

1st time is saw u take jemima hand thn i go bite u..

y le? 2 times d.. izit u stil love her??

vry down nw.. gonna crazy liao!!

i noe u r treat me vry good.. u r change bcum a good lo gong d..

n i oso can always go ur house eat n slp d.. vry happy de!!

n yesterday i went ur house ur mother is ask me rmb always go ur house whn ur mother gt

cook!! dear.. im vry hapy lo.. thank u so much..

i love u sam sam!! im stil rmb the 1st day v meet.. at passion u r treat me vry nice.. miss it!!

dear.. i wanna be wif u forever n ever!! muackss!!

boring boring n boring!!

vry boring ar... sienz.. ntg to do nw..

juz cum bk from dear dear house..

yesterday i went to ur house slp.. vry hapy..

v r argue yesterday cz im said i can get money whn go out wif winson..

u r vry hurt.. soli lo gong.. i make u heart broke again..

pls dun angry again.. im soli to said bout tht..

i noe u r mind whn i went out wif customer.. soli..

im so soli.. pls dun leave o disappointed on me..

i promise i wont said again..

yesterday im feeling not well n im period so moody..

thn u cum at 6sumthing to bring me go kuchai kong loong eat dinner..

wif hanson oso.. after eat u fetch me bk hum thn u staight go oni..

cz u r angry.. after tht 9sumthing u cum again bt cz i dun wan choi u thn u go again..

u r go to dream bar 2 to find hanson n get drunk oso..

im vry wory so i take a texi to find u on 1sumthing..

after reach my hum u ask me to ur house slp.. haha.. im vry hapy..

dear pls dun waste money again.. wat u promise me b4?

v must to save many many money 4 our future..

jia you gambateh!! i love u so much pls dun leave me alone again n make me cry again..

watever la.. i juz wanna tel u tht im realy vry love u!!! muackss..