pAin pAin!!!!

黑青！！痛！！真的很痛！！

又睡不着了。。烦。。老公，我真的很怕很担心三个月我拿不出11千块给你！！

不想让你失望！！因为现在我的收入不定，以前无论如何都一定会有一个月定定最少五千。。

给妈妈三千。。有时自己都不够用。。有时一个月做十多千就会存上来怕下个月不够..

怎样办？？

老公。。老婆很想念你！！昨天很开心你在我家过夜。。

有时你真的很可爱的咯。。没有人好像你那么敏感的啦。。

我讲我以后要嫁个有钱人难道有错吗？？这个是正常的啦。。

我要嫁个有钱人是因为我不想我家人以后辛苦。。我弟妹还小，以后他们的一切用费都需要我这个做大姐的去负担。。紫萱也还小，她以后的一切呢？？

现在19岁我已经要撑起整个家，我不想到结婚后还要继续辛苦！！

这样也有错吗？？我觉得如果你是爱我的你不会生气你会体谅。。你会告诉我，老婆我们以后不会再辛苦的，老婆我们一起努力吧。。

但是你没有咯，你只是觉得我是一个贪钱的人。。我要告诉你我不是。。而且我是不是你自己也很清楚。。如果我是我不会和你一起。。你是知道我的顾客他们是多么的有钱但是我又去做些什么吗？？讨厌你！！！还要说和我一起浪费时间？？没有意思？？还有喜欢YEN LI？？

开玩笑或比例可以拿这样的东西来讲的吗？？神经病！！！

到最后又可以当没有事？气死我！！但是给你捉到我讲粗口！！嘻嘻。。给人出卖！！伤心！！

so i nid tO pAy bAby bAnk Rm30.. poOr.. deAr.. i reAly cAre u sO much de..

promise me dun wan argue agAin la.. k.. muAckss..

n yesterday im cried like hell.. cz gt sum stupid ppl duno how to drive motor.. bullshit!!!

im vry scared.. until nw i oso wil scared whn i think it bk..

aiyoo.. tht is vry dangerous wan lo..

thAnk u deAr.. i noe cz yesterday i cried so u slp at my house acc me rite??

deAr.. thAnk u.. MuAcksss... love u muchhh..

this is my handsome lo gong.. lo gong whr ur eyes???

u r naughty a.. always dunwan pick up ur eyes... kek sei lo po!!!

lo gong u r vry cute!! love u much much..

like to ka ka cau cau whn i take ur pic a..

whn my lo gong drinking water thn i take pic de.. wAhAhA.... vry cute le??

Gong.. po love u.. Muackss...

wAhaHahAhA!!!!! my stupid lo gong.. u r vry vry cute!!!

i love this kind de sAm lo.. love u much much muchhhhh....

this my lovely lo gong.. i lost him d.. if got ppl saw him..

pls cal tanjun rambutan.. cz he is idiot wan... wAhaHaaaaa...

thAnk you!!

Tired A...

wannA slp liaO..

i juz slp 4 hours today oni.. gannA die.. reAly tired..

n i'm vry fan!!! haiz.. juz hard working to help it la..

i dunno i can do it ont la.. bt i wil try my best..

fan!!!!

now is 090909!! i like 9 cz it means forever..

deAr.. v wil forever?? i hope the answer is YES!!!

today i m unhapy cz penny n rain go goyang until vry late..

i m vry worry bout them.. y must goyang le?? juz 19 years old wanna goyang until whn?

n i noe rain is miss steven very much n always cried.. sienzz..

steven.. i trust u.. u can de!! dun let us dissapointed la..

kk..

juz nw go OUG ate bak kut teh wif deAr.. thn go buy DVD cum bk hum n watch..

deAr is bside me watching DVD.. dun wan choi u.. cz u didt care me!! juz watch.. Bleksss.. =P

n the jambu r so ugly... wAhaha.. actually got 8 wan de but giv deAr ate liao....

k la.. ntg to write.. tired.. wannA slp nw.. nite.. bye..

DeAr.. I lOve u...

ThAnks gOd tO leT me nOe u.. mY deAr sAm yoOng...

deAr.. 1 feel1ng lucky nw.. cz i'm yours now..

i can feeling u r care me so much nw.. n loving me much thn last..

deAr.. soli to let u disappointed.. nt i dun wan to help realy duno hw to do nw...

n pls dun unhapy k.. watever u r not alone my darling.. i wil always bside u until i died...

this is my promise to u.. i wont leave u.. n i wil wait u oso..

v hard working 2gether to settle it problem n save many many money...

n rmb wat v wanna go n do at 22.9.2011 oso..

Muackss... i love u..

n i'm vry hapy to get ur letter juz nw.. vry sweet..

i get many letter be4 from other guys.. but i didt hav the one sweetie feeling like this time..

realy hapy..

deAr nt a bag o watch oni can making me hapy.. a letter is enuff.. i wil cherish it.. until 4ever..

n thAnk you my dear.. i love u..

BleEdinG....

deAr..

actuAly 1 wAn tO cAll u thn tell u 1'm bleEd1ng de..

Bt 1 dun wAn let u wory bOut 1t agAin.. Cz u alreAdy vry fAn at urself prOblem..

vry pAin.. get mAny bloOd juz nw..

deAr..

1 n1d u sO muCh nw.. vry pAin..

hOpe u r hug me n sAyAng me nw..

deAr.......my lO gOng..

1'm useless u st1l wAn me?!!

cAnt help u n st1l wAnnA let u wOry bOut me...

TirEd & fAn..

tOdAy wOrk is blAck n rEd..

MoOdy & MoOdy..

Get vOmit juz nw.. Cz drink toO muCh juz nw..

unhApy.. Cz i cAnt help u anyth1ng..

deAr.. hw??

reAly vry fAn..

deAr.. iz1t ur deAr r vry usEless?? cAnt help Anyth1ng tO u..

tOdAy 1 wOrk thn i gt try tO ask my customer.. n 1'm get drunk oso..
bt tht custOmer ask me tO be h1m gf thn he w1l g1v me the mOney u n1d..
1'm vry fAn arrrrrrrrrrr... vry cOnfuse.. y suddenly w1l get th1s?
fAn...

N i alreAdy f1nd many wAy tO help u d..

hOw?? wAt cAn 1 dO nw???

anybOby cAn teAch me arrrrrr???

fAn... n sOl1....

Sol1.. Sol1.. Sol1..

U r go1nG to melAkA..

deAr..
ur lO pO no more medicine cAn help l1Ao..
juz didt see u awhile bt my briAin thinking de All is u..
Sei mou??? =X Mou tak gAo..

miss u muCh & lOve u muCh...
deAr.. i w1l h3lp u duN wOry.. k..
tht 30k i wil th1nk hOw to f1nd Out.. u juz gO relAx At melAkA, dun th1nk toO muCh lA..

MuAckkss..
nO n1d sAy thAnk yOu o wAt juz rmb 1t n cher1sh me duN leAve mE..
i w1l AlwAys bs1de u.. trust mE.. After th1s v muSt w1ll g3t hApPinEsS dE..
duN wOry.. k..

n if 1 day i pAss Away d.. u osO muSt be hApP1neSs..
PrOm1se me.. i w1l alwAys lovE u...