soli... im vry hurt...

soli.. i cant b ur fren anymore.. im hurt!!

i duno y u realy can ask me to b ur sis.. i cant do it.. soli..

i think i can giv up u de.. i juz nid some time...

take care my forever!! no matter i wil always rmb u n miss u..

bt i realy cant b fren wif u anymore.. v r over..

i dun hope to get hurt n cry again.. soli...

all bout ur things i wil keep properly.. dun wory.. i wont throw again..



many things u realy duno.. whn u gav me bk ur wallet tht time my heart is broken..

very painful.. duno y i stil can rmb all v hapy memory.. u r a good couple..

bt im nt.. im always hurt u n hurt u!! im fault soli..

i promise i wont feng tao again.. dun wory..

i realy noe u can de.. u must can make a good future 4 u de..

add oil.. gambateh... i wil always suport in my heart..

pls promise me dun find me bk.. i noe im hurt u too deep so if u chase me bk u oso wont hapy de..

juz go find another la.. cz im nt good oso rite??

pls take care thts all.. bye...

Never regret that with u before....i' serious

29/11/2009...Sundasy...
Cant believe that this is only the 3rd time that i write a blog...I think except i will never ever write blog anymore...N cant believe tha this is the blog story ending....its a sad ending...

Hope to call u last time LO PO....lo po...i really really difficult that u treat me like that...maybe i was wrong...i never think of ur feeling....maybe u juz cant be the Mickey that i know before...when the starting mickey....its all my fault coz i never "zhen xi"how u treat me in the firstly we dating...N the most big problem is...i have no money...i'm useless...its my fault...i'm sorry...

Maybe when the time u read this u already forget me....but i really wont forget...i learn so much when i'm with u....i know much to be a good boyfriend...i swear maybe 1 or 2years when i can let u no need to work this anymore i will come n find u back...but i also wont angry when that time u have boyfriend...

In the last things is...i hope u can promise me that last 3things....please remenbr...


1st...hope u wont do anything serious things with another guys if u still hope i b ur bf in the future time...but this i cant tahan 1....but really 1day u have boyfriend sure u can lo...rite??

2nd....hope u will call me when u feel sad,tired,hope to talk to someone,or i can fetch u go home or fetch u go work if king not really free....

3rd....hope u can tell me honestly when u already love someone or u already have boyfriend...coz like that i'll be more comfortable....

This only the 3things hope u can promise me...the picture or anything if u wanna keep i also nvm 1....but i also can promise u if i have a new gf i also will let u know...but i think i dun hope d coz what i wanna do in this 2years is SUCCESS...i wont forget u coz not u i will never feel someone still support me all the time...i hope that u will be happy all the time....after this day....maybe 1 week u n i will be fine...n continue our life....i will change to work at morning...i need to keep my body back...do u can call me anytime if u wan....

How bout my family???i already thing....i will tell my family that i have been wrong...then u dun1 me...thats all...coz luckyly 1 day we still can together i can tell my mom u forgive me d...hehehe...cheat leh....

What i can say now is....THANKS ALOT to you...u really support me....help me....care me....in that time v together...if not u i think i will die d....i wont forget it...i also will never let u dissapointed in the future time...THANK YOU...u r the best women that i meet before...y v break up is just a small things...all also my problem...the problem will solve....we will can be together again when u no need work the job d....thats y i say is my problem...i never bluff you...when the starting i chase u till now....I REALLY LOVE YOU...hope that u will promise me the 3things n dont make me worry n dont make me dissapointed...i will find u back 1day...if u r still loving me...i will marry u 1day if u still love me much...i wont throw any ur things...face book...blog or anything...hope u can read my blog when sometime u free or boring...n hope u will still answer my call no matter what happen....

Thanks alot....I live you...mickey tan geek kimm...i will find u when atleast i got a new 222....bye bye

Dear...its too hurt...

27/11/2009....A hurt day again....

Its a really hurt day....u treat me more bad today...its too bad...u still remenber u promise u wont treat me bad again???dear u say u not hungry...but did u will think ur lo gong is hungry???y u can treat me till even i sad,,,worry,,,,down u also can msg me I PLAYING MAJONG LA...Y?my lo po...i comfirm that u never treat me when v juz start together...
Actually i already change that what u wan....y u cant juz treat me good abit??no guys cab tahan his gf everyday not same guy to her house...no bf can tahan n keep tahan his gf can talk the phone everyday wif guy...no bf can always sad n still scare u angry him...lo po...i already cahnge so much la....y u dun 1 { zhen xi } me??
Did u still remenber after i ta bao something to u eat n u 1 me kiss u???when after i kiss u n i tell u "please treat me good abit"....n u remenber wat u say???U say OK...but not enough 30minuts u can totally change,,,u know y???coz u can play majong d...u promise me will call me when the guys reach???did u have???i take so long only can reach t2 did u will scare i have any accident??
Dear...i really really never do anything wrong to u....n y u must juz continue treat me like that???u really change d u know my dear...i scare u till dun dare to wake u up u know...i juz sit bside the bed n wait u wake up...even i write a blog u also can say u no time to read...did u throw all the things that ur bf give u before???did u care of my feeling??i juz like a maid in ur mind....
Dear i really love u...did u know it???everyday i also feel like to cry when u treat me like stupid...like not ur bf...u know???when i msg u "y u nvr reply my msg 1"u know wat u reply me???I PLAYING MAJONG LA...lo po please remenber 1thing....I"M UR LO GONG AR>....
Nvm la dear...i tokd myself d....i will never ever disturb u anymore...
1) I'll nvr care who msg u,wat u msg him,who come ur house
2)I wont control u anything inclube all...disco,,,club....drunk....
3)wat ever y want go my house or dun want also can...eat also...
4)even my off day u also can go out...i'll juz wait u at home or fetch u home...if u wan...
5)i wont check ur hp d...i scare i will cry...
6)i wont waje u up...

The last things is....I just hope u will still remenber i SAM YOONG CHEAN KHAN is MICKEY TAN GEK KIMM's husband...Thats all.....i love u

No mater what....will love u in my mind....

25/11/2009....Its a raining day....My lovely dear,did u know how is ur lo gong feeling???ur lo gong is feel very down today...i'm not scolding u...just hope u can understand my feeling...



Lo po...lo gong wont happy n feel very down today...coz u hurt lo gong so much...lo gong already change so much right...but u look like more dont love me like before...izit lo gongg still got anything doing wrong to u??u muz tell lo gong k....



1st in the morning...around 10am something...lo po u say u miss me love me...n then lo gong "fly"to come back n call u wanna eat or nor...u say u wan...then i straigh ta bao n come to ur house...coz i most hope is just eat with my darling lo po....but~once i coming to ur room i tot u will very happy n eat with me , but u not....u straigh to SCOLD me R U CRAZY when i'm singing to u...lo po lo po~~~~....i suddenly get "stun" at that time...i ask myself izit u really hope to c me like hat u said in the phone with me...lo po...its realy hurt...n i dun dare to take the balnket from u...i scare u angry me again...but dun worry now...ur lo gong never get old today...lucky~~but i also can sleep so tight today coz even u never lam me sleep...u know y???coz the tower have ur smelll.....hehehe...but u noe i'm feel hurt u also never come n make me happy back...:-{



2nd....around 9.30pm in the nite...when i ask u what u wanna eat...u straigh say go ta bao mcdonald...u juz eat in the car n u never care where i going to eat,,,but i never angry u...REALL..never angry...coz i know u rush hour rite??so i eat alone in outside passion n never let u know...if u dun belif u can ask the jocky....he saw me eat in the car alone...



3rd....actually i'm very happy when i can c u again...n very happy too u say i love u to me n say sorry to me...i'm really happy at the time u noe???lo po....ur lo gong is just a simple man...u c la...like that i already happy...



4th....around 3am something...v eat at ur house...u juz continue n continue playing sms with guy...all is guys...lo po...in ur mind izit no need to care my feeling anymore??u promise me before u say will try ur best n push the customer n try ur best dun play sms with ur customer infront on me??did u still remenber??then all the words u say also hurt me in that time...did u have try n feel ur lo gong feeling??y i never feel that u love me like before d???lo po try to feel my situation at that time when u hear something u dun like n when u c ur love 1 is sms with another guys???how u feel???i'm not mean not trust u...juz feel unhappy only...i still remember when v start together....i still remenber when first time i let u go out with winson...when winson is reach...u fast fast come n kiss me first...u still remenber??n no matter u talking or sms with winson u also can let me hear n let me c the msg....n the most important is u will care me...lam lam me....kiss me....when everytime u do something that i dun like...but now u just feel like normal when talking or msg or anything infront of me...lo po...pls~~~i already change myself...n i already promise u everything...pls take care of my feeling pls~~~



Last....lo po...what i say is really in my hurt...what i wanna wait is juz after 2years...what i want now is just can hardworking to earn money....lo po...i just a simple lo gong...i dun care how before on u...even everything...i can do all the things u like...i can buy all the thing u like if i can...i can throw all the things that u dun like...i can do anything....but...lo po....what i want is juz hope u take more care on me....n dun hurt me....like today...lo po...i know sometime u really dunnoe what u wrong...but i think after u read what i write u'll know it...i never treat a girl like u before...lo po...i'm sorry...sorry that everything i do wrong to u before....but i really change...i really change..i cant without u anymore...v really can happy in the future...i really need ur support in all the time...



i'm sorry my lovely DEAR...i'm sorry my lovely LO PO....i'm sorry my SWEETHEART....I'm sorry to make u angry today....but try to think of me k lo po.....your lo gong is really hurt today...thanks alot my lo po....I LOVE FOREVER....long time never hear u call me lo gong chai d....thanks alot to u.....i wont leave u alone anymore....

thanks u!!

dear.. i noe d.. i realy noe d..

noe sam yoong realy is my forever lo gong..

wont change.. cz i juz wan u!!

i noe im nt alone cz u r always in my mind..

n me too.. im always in your mind..

wat i oso dunwan i juz wan u..

lo gong.. i love u!!

n i trust u.. i promise i wont jealous bout jemima n yien li..

wont.. cz u r mine.. i wont let u go d..

jemima n yien li is good..

im nt good bt im the one most love u in this world!!!

micky love sam!!!

stupid lo gong..

u r make me crying again..

bt this time crying is cz im hapy tht u already understand my feeling..

gong.. thank you.. n trust me.. i love u much too..

i juz saw ur comment nw.. so hapy..

thank you my forever darling lo gong zai..

i promise.. even u no money o no car o no hair..

micky tan geek kimm oso always love u!!

didt bluff!! juz hope v can forever n ever..

n dun argue anymore..

i wanna thanks god here.. thanks god to let me know u at quotro tht saturday..

thanks yang n gui cum n take my phone num to u..

thanks passion island to let u cum find me..

thanks rain to acc me went dinner wif u at mid vallery sanfancisco..

thanks mark goh always help me to said good things infront u..

thanks many many many!!

lo gong i wanna tell u tht im realy love u n wont regret to b wif u!!

i juz hope i can be ur wife as soon n born many baby wif u..

juz hope to hear u always said ' i do '!!

muackssss!!! gong.. i trust v can foever!! this is truth!!

po love u forever!!!!!

lo gong.. po wan hug hug!!!

missing u vry much nw.. u r working nw..

yesterday im follow u wif ur family go the curve eat dinner..

after ate v r went to ikea buy some things.. im vry hapy cz v like a family shopping..

dear.. thank u vry much.. n i love u vry much.. muackssss....